~The totaly original story of storyness!~
'-to whoever may stumble apon this shitty diary log thing-
Hello world and welcome to a pointless log about a awkward nerd that vents and complains about his shitty life. Am I original or what!
Anyway have some pointless information about my life, my names jaden sieko but please call me jay, oh and ignore the shitty surname.
Im 15 and I go to a shitty school called south cardios heigh, I know how interesting!
Yup, I live in a shitty little city called- go figure, cardio. Well done you get the im a fucking genius reward.
Im a sarcastic little prick who loves to make sarcastic remarks and be a all out Bitch, of course im too awkward and a social freak to actually say anything rude out loud. (god forbid I actually manege to fuck up my life more than I already have)
I know, very interesting right? If you actually stuck around until the end of this shitty log entry then your, not just a nosy fucker, but a moron because now you have to read on about me complaining and being a moany emo little fag. Have fun!~'
"Jay! Get your ass down here!"
A voice echoed from downstairs.
Jay grunted and closed his book he was writing in. Locking the book and placeing it on his bed and going downstairs.
"brother?" a small voice came through from the other side of his bedroom door accompanied with a few knocks.
A small head poked through the door and walked into the room.
It was a small girl who looked to be about 8-10 years old. She had long black hair that was in heigh pigtails and blue eyes with a short black and red dress on with black plimsoll shoes.
"im scared big brother " she said quietly, grabbing the ends of her dress
"was it that dream again?" Jay asked, when she nodded her head he motioned her over to sit next to him on his bed. He comforted her, embracing her and staying like that until he relised she was asleep. He smiled slightly, carrying her to her room and placeing her in her bedroom, leaving her thare sleeping peacefully.
When he returned to his room he opened up a small book with a lock on it he had hidden away. He then started writing in the book.
'so, I guess ill tell you my current situation, Well its not so great you see...
Im not saying that I have a shitty life, I mean I do have a warm house with food and water, and basically everything I need. ( it may be run down and small but oh well) Who could ask for more right? I have a sister and a few friends so I should be fine right?
Shure... Life is great.
Like I said, sarcasm is my speciality.
Wait, there's a perfectly good reason why geez...
Hmm... Whare shold I start?
I get bullied at school for being my self (fat and 'wierd' apparently, who would of guessed?)
But you know what? That would be just about bearable, as you know i do have a few friends ( like... 3 I think?) That I can actually be safe and not hated around.
Oh guess what? That's not it (I wish it was, oh god how I wish it was just that).
Well... Lets see.
My perants divorced about 3 years ago and both sides don't really like me.
Im mainly with my father but I go to my mums at weekends (usaly)
I like my mother, yeah she doesn't like how im a fatass but she doesn't really pester me about it too much, shes nice (when she isent scoffing over my 'emo' or 'nerdy' cloaths or music).
However my father is different. I hate him (before you make assumptions just read until the end hes not exactly the nicest father I have.)
Oh you want to know why? ( no? Well too bad I need to vent this out)
Firstly: he constantly is blaming me for things I cant help or haven't done
Secondly: he threatens and abuses me for things he had done (usally when drunk or on drugs) like the divorce or his shitty job
And thirdly; he threatens my sister and tries to hurt her (I swear if he ever dose it will be the death of him. She deserves better than I do, as im already broken.)
I know, its just fantastic isent it?
So yeah, I guess ill talk about today (or just rant probably)
So, school was a bore and nothing really happened, dads been at work and is just passed out on the couch (and he calls me a fat lazy cunt, Ha!)
But sieko is still having nightmares about dad, shes scared of him and what he will do (not that im surprised much) I don't know how but I managed to comfort her, shes now asleep.
Anyway, im going to go on the Internet now, ill update this shitty log when something happens that I need to vent.
Bye for now...'
he closed the book, locking it away and pulling out his laptop, opening it up and browsing the Internet untill he was tired and fell asleep.
The next day he woke up to the annoying buzzing of his alarm and got up slowly, getting ready to catch the bus.
"goodmorning jay, I made breakfast if you want it" a tall woman with red wavy hair said smileing nicely and inviting him over to whare sieko was, who was happily saying goodmorning to him.
"thanks maya" he said, smileing slightly and sitting at the small but cosy table, making small chat with his step mother and sister, going off to the busstop after leaving the house.